This week has just started all wrong;

Monday, at work we were supper busy and we were short one person. And trying to get people to help us is impossible. I work with childish people that are so freaking lazy that don’t want to do any work. Besides been busy at work I had to deal with a leak in my brothers bathroom. So I was not also trying to work, but to deal with the builders of the house. Then go back and forth from the builder to my mom. Then I get a phone call from Paul and he wants to talk. I told him I was busy and I couldn’t talk and he gets an attitude. Not just that Brad got my reply to his question wrong, it was a miss communication, but it was later resolved.

After work I came home chilled for a while watched some TV and chatted with Brad. Later on I got some drunk texts, after a few I volunteered to go pick him up. Why do I bother, every time I help someone I always get slapped in the face. I get there and we get into an argument because he wants me to take his friend home too. WTF what do I look like a fucken taxi? I took a friend with me so we could take his car to his place so it wouldn’t get towed. After been attacked I said FUCK IT, I don’t need this and said “you know what fuck you I’m out” and left. After that I just got texts about how I don’t trust him, and he called me not our friend….blah blah blah. I went to bed late and woke up late too. I was about 15 minutes late to work.

Tuesday, like I said I was late to work about 15 minutes no big because I could care less. I don’t hate my job I hate the people. Well not all of them, but most of them. So what I have been doing is come to work and plug in. I crank my iPod and ignore everyone. Today was no different then any other day. Well today one of the girls decided to come and confront me why I have been quite and ignoring people.

OH, did I mention that yesterday they sent an email about if we wanted to participate on our annual Thanksgiving lunch at work. I replied back that I was not participating, after emailing her back we had one person reply all. I hate when people reply all to everyone I don’t need to know what you decided. So I asked the person who sent the email to please ask people to only reply to her or take me off the list. What she decides to is reply all to me and tries to make me look childish. I was annoyed by this and figured if you want to act like a little kid, so can I. I am way closer to the age then she is (hint hint). So I replied back to all and send, people are not replying back to my email they are replying back to your email, all I asked was to be removed or asked to only reply to you. That shut her up.

Okay back to what happen today, so the girl that send the email decided that she is going to confront me and as me what is going on with me? So she comes and attacks me and starts yelling. So I’m not going to sit there and be attacked so I said fine you wanna do this okay lets do it. I said

“you wanna know why I have been quite and ignoring people its because you ladies are a bunch of catty back stabbing, nagging and bitchy all you guys do is complain about everything. Yall are the reason the moral of the department is so low, yall want to blame management, but its you guys. The negativity you all bring into this department is lethal and toxic. I tried bringing the moral up by doing little things like decorating for Christmas or Halloween, but all yall do is complain about things. Remember when I sent the email asking what kind of muffins everyone liked?

she replied “yeah I’m still waiting on my muffin, what happen with that?”

me: “you happened, I was trying to do something nice and all you do was reply with asking if I included management and if they replied back. Catty whats it to you if I did or didn’t or if they replied”

So I decided screw it why am I going to spend my money on a bunch of ungrateful bunch of bitches?

I’m not, I’m tired! Why am I always the one having to try to make things better, if its not at work its at home or some where. Why am I the one always making an effort. Help people. Figure things out. I’m so fucken tired when is it my turn. Who is going to save me?

And now I have pushed everyone away because I don’t want to be bothered and I need some space to figure out things.