How do you love someone so much you don’t know how to be with them. Why is it that when you love someone all you want to do is protect them and not let them get hurt but you are the one causing all the hurt. How do you protect the one you love and love them the way they should when you can be with them. Why is love so unfair, why do we fall in love with the one person we cant have. Why is it that your heart still skips a beat when you think of them or when you hear a song that you both love, how do you try to get over them when you can’t stop loving them……. Why is this so freaking hard, why can’t I see what I see and try to move on, why does my heart and brain and head don’t want to participate together. Why can’t I have the one I love and long for.

Why do I imagine my entire live with them only for it to be extinguished